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grace elizabeth
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I WANT OUT. NOW.

Stuff that's been up lately:

memorizing the atomic masses of many many many elements
not going to school very often, and cutting class early when i do
shepherd pie for dinner
judson got back from thighland
esther's burthdaee thang is tuhmorow night at da renaissance
been called fat by kian leong
nicole's been "going out" with gene
kamilla borrowed my hair curler?
my poor mom has been sick
got a night gown with monkeys all over it
judson got a laptop
really want to watch 17 again
nose is still clogged. yuck.
esther got a blood blister :(
i saw little chindian benjamin at the pool today (you guys remember that little boy who came to school a couple years ago, the one who went "i dont know...i dont know!!!" when we asked him how old his brother was? it was him!)

that's about it. haha. for now.

oh, and i'd just like to say that it's getting harder and harder to just let things happen, knowing change is needed.

I love you like I like Shepherds Pie,

Grace B.

Been sick the past three days. With a terrible headache, first-stuffed-then-runny nose, a sore back and neck (caused by the constant nose blowing into tissues), a slight fever last night and early this morning, and exhaustion.

I haven't been sleeping much at night.

I fell asleep after midnight last night, woke up at about 4am, and sat up in the dark, trying to remedy the ache in my back and dryness in my throat. It didn't help that I had to keep blowing my nose and breathing through my mouth!

I went downstairs and Mom thought I looked dreadful. What's worse is when she asked me what was wrong I began crying!!!!!!

I didn't realize I was shedding tears though, till I felt wet drops on my lips. My face was numb.

Mom brought me to the doctor's this morning. He gave me like, three different sets of pills and a bottle of cough syrup. And a bottle of shampoo for my diseased head. HA!

The medicine knocked me out from 12pm to 4.30pm. Awesome, right? Benadryl couldn't do much better.

I love you like I love benadryl,

Grace B.

AVOGADRO.
I freaking have this word stuck in my head.

Thanks a lot KC. I'll freaking make your freaking life miserable from this freaking day onwards!
FREAKING!

So yeah. I've been doing heaps of chemistry yo. With KC. Today. From like 9.30am to like, 3?
HAHA IT WAS INSANE. He kept making fun of my math skills. Sigh.

REMEMBER:
To change Celcius to Kelvin, you must add 273 to celcius! =]

PS: I RIDE THE SPECIAL BUS TO SCHOOL.

I love you like I love iPhones,
Grace B,

Well now. I think I might actually lose it.
Caleb's been gone for exactly 23 hours and 50 minutes.
WHY?! WHY?! WHYYYYY HASN'T HE TEXTED ME?

I'm trying not to be a "worry-wort" as he calls it, but I can't help it. :'(
He said he'd text me when I got out of school. But I haven't heard from him since this morning.

I know it's expensive to text (It's like RM2.00 a text from thailand), but I promised to reload his malaysian number!

I hope nothing's wrong.

I love you like I love cinnamon on toast,
Grace B.

HAHAHA.

I find everything right now funny. Really.
Have you ever known anyone who thought he/she was always right?
WELL I HAVE. I DO.

We all have to face this fact in this point in life now. We're growing up.

The little things that mattered just don't seem to matter as much to us as we grow older, but the important things I hold on to. The very important things.
You'd think growing up, and becoming more of an adult meant gaining more knowledge of the outside world, learning more about different people and how to react to their different actions directed at you, but I guess some people never grow up.

I used to look up to people who were older than me, and I still do. But I do my best pick my role models wisely. Who I'd like to look like, who I'd like to act like.

Lately I've felt a slight distance between grown-ups I used to admire. I guess there's a reason why some things are best left untold, because some of the secrets revealed leave nasty and dirty footprints all over my white carpet.

I've come to terms with the fact I'm growing up. Lame, inexcusable words or deeds I once have said or done. They all seem so pointless.

I just wish some people I once knew would snap out of their daydreams and smell the sweet sunshine. Life's not a picnic.

I love you like I love Tigger,
Grace B.

Alrighty, well I can't really blog much for a while, 'cause I won't be coming on.
Just wanted to make a shout out to my loverly loverly (in Count Olaf's accent) friend KAHLIB KRUCKA (aka Kebab???). I won't be coming online when you're in thailand next week...it's Thailand...and there's no me to watch out for ya... so...

1) Don't come back married to some Thai PLEASE.
2) Get me like, that iPood shirt. HAHA! Kidding. Don't.
3) Watch out on the beach. I heard thailand has sharks lurking near shore. HAHAHA.

Okayyyy I'm high.

I LOVE YOU ALL.
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I love you like I love how nitrogen bubbles pop in my joints (HA!),

Gracelizaborges

She hates everyone around her
She lives to make you miserable
She can't let you ever win
She can't let you get thin
She wants to see you tortured
She'd give up her right arm just to see you lose yours
She drinks your pride, and swallows your dignity
She'll live a hundred just to see you grow old
She thinks she knows everything, you know nothing.
She hates.

but

She's pathetic and shallow.

She has no defense.

There's no way she can fight back later.

One day she'll be terminated. Forever.

Everyone on her side now will soon see her for what she really is.

I love you like I love Cranberry Juice,

Gracelizaborges

BACK TO BASICS, basically.

Alrighty then. So here I am once more.

Typing in a white box thingy

on blogger.com

on the internet

on my pink laptop

on my comfy bed

in the comforts of my over-furnished bedroom.

I've been wanting a new blog for a while now.

Caleb and Liz could tell you that. Haha. I guess I'm a whiner sometimes.

So Nicole finally helped me figure this all out.

THANK YOU, NIC, I <3 U

Anyways.

I'll update this again later.

Love you like i love M&M's,

Gracelizaborges